Life is Hell

"No, if theres no more than that then go help an orphanage or something, if thats not it then spill it." He said starting to get annoyed himself and it showed in his voice. Which shocked him.

She sighed, "You remind me of my brother..." She said looking at the floor. "I could never help him... so i thought maybe i could help you..." her voice showed sadness.

"I knew it...It had nothing to do with me and just a way to repent for yourself...I'm glad I didn't act on the few moments of stupidity I had and opened up." Marrow in a depressed voice of his own as he put his knees to his chest.

She sighed sadly, "I never met my brother he sent me his Journals before he died... thats the only way i knew him... I see you going down the say rode as him and I wanted to stop you before you hit a dead end..." She stood up looking at the floor. "Your a nice person Marrow... Sorry to have bothered you." she walked to the exit.

He used all of his strength to foce himslf up and to go to her and place a hand on her turning her around. "Damn it...no I'm not, not a nice, person not a good person......not a worthy person be given your kindness." Marrow said his eyes becoming watery.

"Dont be stupid Marrow, you are a good person." She said helping him back to the sofa. "Dont be so negative, I can see your a good person at heart."

"How can you see...have sight become so foggy for suffering I can't even tell who I am anymore... I need to see something." Marrow said looking deep into her eyes.

She looked back at him feeling stupid for letting her emotions get the better of her. Her brother was gone and helping him would not bring him back.

Marrow moved a little hair out of the way and he kissed her.

Her eyes widened and she jumped back pulling away quickly. "What the fuck? dont ever do that again!" she yelled at him angrily.

Marrow said looking at her blankly "I was simply testing somethin. I wanted to see how you would react, how much of yoru words were for me, and how much was for your brother. How much was pity, and how much was more." Marrow said looking at her his gaze now powerful is if he was peering through her.

She glared at him, "Dont do it again. I am your friend nothing more." She said in a dark tone.

"Don't act like I was trying be even that, a kiss can tell you alot about someone, and as for this friend thing...tell me how do you know I'm a good person? Have I done anything that piuonts to it." He said laying on the couch. His eyes now shut.

"Its just something I know." She said in a pissed off tone. "I've always been good with telling what people are like with in the first few minuets of meeting them."

"Great thats the only thing the one person that soul I can't suck goes on." Marrow rolles his eyes "If today is like this I wonde what tomarrow on my birthday will be like." He said with a sigh not wanting to think about it.

She sighed and picked up her bag. "I have to go home now. See you later." she said and headed for the exit again.

"Where do you live?" Marrow said getting up.

"Not telling." She said as she stepped out side.

"Fine..." Marrow said looking unhappy she wouldn't tell him "Will you come by tomarrow? I would like to spend at least one birthday with someone." Marrow gave her a sad smile and slightly waved good bye.

"See you tomorrow then. Bye." She said and then started her walk home.

"Bye..." Mrow said after he left he started to talk to himself "I wish it could, that we really could be friends...In the end you'll end up fleeing from me too...I hope we can have some fun before that happens...because I really like her...alot."

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