Black Birthday

She grabbed his arm, "Are you fucking crazy!?" She asked worried. "You'll be killed dont do this!"

"I was thinking alot yesterday...and if I keep having to live in misery like this I'd rather die." Marrow said looking at her.

""Your being stupid!" She yelled at him.

"No whats even more stupid living your life in complete misery, I like...I like you more than a friend could ever care for someone, but I must do this...I need to escape this." Marrow said tears in his eyes.

"Being a vampire wont make it better it will add to the problem. If you become vampire you will truly be a monster."

"I guess I have to become a monster to live with any happiness then." Marow said looking at her. Blood coming all down his side from the cut.

"I'm sorry I wont let you do this." She said determinedly and blocked the door.

"Sorry I know how to stop you." Marrow took a knife and slashed his throat. His blood sprayed on her and the things around him. He would use his curse to his advantage.

She gasped at what he had down and her power over fire went crazy. It formed a line to separate them him on one side and her on the other.

"Your fucking crazy!" She yelled trying to get her fire under control.

"Maybe, but I don't know because of what doing this...or not doing this sooner." Marrow said "I'm sick of living in misery."

"Trust me you dont want this." She said once the fire was gone. "This is worse..."

"You don't know what thi is like...this pain...is unbearable...I don't want it anymore...so if you aren't I'll find someone that will."" Deus said sartin to beome weak with sorrow.

"And you have no idea how this is. Its almost the same thing. I cant be around people because i fear that one day I'll wake up and kill them.... just like before..."

"I wake everyday to tell every person I meet to fuck off just so they live, a vampire can have restraint, I can't it happens." Marrow hugged her leting the scent of his blood be on her and by her.

She closed her eyes and made a whimper noise as he hugged her. The smell of his blood was making her crazy but she need to control herself. "Please Marrow.... stop this now. there are other ways to help you...."

"Know what I have been telling myself all my life that maybe theres a way...and this is the only one...I love you...but I know you don't me, but pleas just do this for me." Marrow said closing his eyes.

She kept her eyes closed and in one quick motion she had her teeth deep in his neck and was drinking his blood. She pulled back before he was dead.

"You've probably just got me kill...." She said then bit her wrist and held it out for him to feed.

"Why is that...we could fight it together." Marrow said drinking a small amount. "I finally have someone." He said resting his head on her shoulder"And now I'd fight to protect that person."

She shook her head, "Its nothing like that... I asked someone to promise to kill me if I feed off a human..."

"I'm not a human never was, never will be and you can feed from me whenever you want, we can get through this." Marrow said looking in her eyes.

She looked away sadly, "...I dont love you Marrow... I dont think I ever will... I'm sorry..." she said in a low voice.

" know...I don't blame you...theres nothing to love about me...but now I can be hated for who I am and not who I had to be..." Marrow said turning away.

"Its not that theres nothing to love about you... I just can't love you... or any one I wont let myself love anyone..."

"Why is that I told you the reason I wouldn't allow it, now twll me why for you."

She sighed and looked at the floor. "...I always hurt the people I love... I killed my family and friends... my boyfriend... everyone... all because I couldn't control it..." She said sadly close to tears. "...Now you just gave me the taste for fresh blood back... I dont think I have the strength to stop again..." She looked up at him and her eyes were a blood red.